tukang korek

Living Cost

2012-02-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

Its about time

2011-12-10T03:18:00.000-08:00

"Orang yang membazir masa lebih teruk daripada orang yang membazir makanan."

aku petik kata-kata dari francis yeoh,Taikun YTL.

Angin perubahan perlahan-lahan menyapa.Sifat in denial makin terhakis.

Comfortable zone.Ya.Terlalu easy going.Rutin harian berulang.Kerja semakin overload.stress.you name it.Same shit different days.

DON'T be afraid to take a BIG step.You can't cross a big gap in two small jumps.~

Mungkin sudah sampai masanya.Kehidupan bujang perlu dihapuskan.Perlu hijrah ke sesuatu segment yang tidak diketahui masa depan.Dealing with uncertainty.

Seperti kata boss aku ;

Work isnt always black & white.There is time when 'grey' colour appear & the only answer is your attitude.

Impossible is im possible.

Sudah pasti,Dengan izin tuhan.

Seek forgiveness from god for swearing too much in the car.

2011-11-07T21:06:00.000-08:00

She Knows Very Well

2011-10-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

make love not war

2011-10-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

Berhenti berlawan mari mengawan.

-bahasa version-

Apple

2011-10-05T21:01:00.000-07:00

In history, the first Apple that comes to mind is that of Adam & Eve. The second Apple derives of Newton's Law of Gravity. The third is Steve's Apple Computer. His legacy is forever immortalized. He will not be forgotten.

RIP Steve Jobs.

Find me...says the cat.

2011-09-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

love is magic

2011-09-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

love has great power.It can remove misunderstandings,tensions,worries,doubt,fears,tears,T-shirt,Top,Jeans,skirts & panties.

big heart

2011-09-06T18:39:00.000-07:00

You must win the crowd

2011-08-14T17:25:00.001-07:00

ronaldo : God sent me to teach beautiful game for human being.

messi : Did i say that?

in god we always trust

2011-07-26T20:09:00.001-07:00

There are very few moments in our lives where we have the privilege to witness history taking place.This is one of those moments.This is one of those times.
The people of malaysia have spoken,their voices have been heard and Malaysia will never be the same.

This is a new day of freedom.

I have tasted freedom and I will not turn back.

big bird

2011-07-25T01:20:00.001-07:00

Hidung

2011-07-21T18:29:00.000-07:00

"All you need is to lie" said Pinocchio to Voldemort~

how i met your mother.

2011-07-12T00:15:00.001-07:00

matahari

2011-07-03T20:10:00.000-07:00

Economy

2011-06-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

Jahabar Sadiq — In the 1980s, a McDonald’s beef burger was 99 sen, the starting pay for an engineer was RM1,800. Today, the same burger is RM3.15 while the fresh engineer’s pay is RM2,000. See the difference. We are paid unreal wages while paying real world prices for food, among other things.

Gifted

2011-06-22T22:38:00.001-07:00

hardwork & experience

2011-06-20T16:51:00.000-07:00

early bird get the worms but 2nd mice get the cheese.

New Trend

2011-06-15T01:52:00.001-07:00

If you liked it then you should put a ring on it

2011-05-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

As long you with me,everywhere is paradise.

Let's grow up old together.

p/s : just pick any ring.I'll pay for it.

Toilet

2011-04-24T07:08:00.001-07:00

Aim well gents.

Stand closer.

It's shorter than you think.

Respond

2011-04-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

when people say thank you;

you replied ; your welcome.

it's weird many of us say thank you again in order to be humble.

what's wrong guys?

just say Your Welcome or Sama-sama!

susah ke?

However,tomorrow is a new day.

2011-04-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

i love you because you took the time to read this.

2011-03-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

it's not an easy life i would say.working far far away from mainland & basically stuck in the middle of nowhere.

the body is here but the mind..flying around places.

a routine & normal scenario,especially in this fogging area or we called it smoking room.life must go on,a cliche,but its true.

Seeing everyone faces,exhausted,smiling just for the sake of smiling.

And im apart of the scene.sometimes,when you reached at one stage where you question your sanity.

for how long you will doing this work?;i mean working at offshore.

in same time,a very old man who i admired the most because of his will power/strength sat beside me.

"what's bothering you?"he started with a short curiosity.

"narhh..nothing"i reply with defensive gesture.

"can i tell something about life?if you dont mind."he asked.

"yeah.sure"

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life.They seem half-asleep,even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things."and he added

"We’re so wrapped up with egotistical things, career, family, having enough money, meeting the mortgage,getting a new car, fixing the radiator when it breaks—we’re involved in trillions of little acts just to keep going"

i was shocked.i mean,the words are very harsh but it strikes straight away to my heart.

so i asked,"what is exactly you want to say?"

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth..like a pull on a rubber band. Most of us live somewhere in the middle.

"Like we're competing each other?a football match?" i asked.
"Yes, you could describe life that way.”

"So which side win?

He smiled & says

"Love wins. Love always wins"

ugly truth

2011-03-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

"ermm...awak takut eh saya lari "ujar si kekasih hati.

aku pasti soalan sebegini hanya lah untuk menduga.

sedalam mana cinta aku.

satu perkara aku harus tahu,wanita ingin kan certainty.in other words,security.

mainan ayat kadang-kadang boleh melukakan sang jejaka.

"nope" jawab aku ringkas.
dari riak muka kekasih hati masih terpancar rasa tidak puas hati.

aku renung mata sambil berkata;

"saya takut saya putus asa kejar awak"

mulai saat itu,kami genggam jari bersama lebih erat.

There is no flag large enough to cover the shame of killing innocent people.

2011-02-13T17:31:00.000-08:00

Wanita

2011-02-08T20:06:00.000-08:00

"eh,awak cantik la hari ni"

"owh,sebelum ni tak cantik lah?!!"

spender

2011-02-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

ialah orang yang berbelanja.

bukan seluar dalam.

Smile

2011-01-26T18:39:00.000-08:00

It takes 7 seconds for food to pass from mouth to stomach.
A human hair can hold 3kg. The length of a penis is 3 times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.Women blink 2x as much as men. We use 300 muscles to keep our balance when we stand.The woman has read this entire text.The man is still looking at his thumb!

basic life

2011-01-26T07:43:00.000-08:00

Mengasihi org tua adalah perkara asas dalam kehidupan,lebih-lebih lagi ibubapa.

Sebagai contoh..kadang-kadang,aku selalu di tanya oleh bapa tentang perihal menggunakan microsoft words.

Berkali-kali aku mengajar,mungkin bapa terlupa atau tidak begitu faham tentang teknologi terkini.

aku sedar,dunia kami berbeza.tetapi aku tetap tabah memberitahu apa yang perlu dibuat.

Teringat aku tentang iklan petronas mengenai burung murai.Si bapa tidak putus asa mengajar anak yang berkali-kali bertanya akan burung yang selalu hinggap di pohon berhampiran taman mereka.

aku ambil ayat kawan aku,

'don't give up on your parents because they never give up to raise you'

oleh itu kawan-kawan,hargai la mereka sebelum terlambat.

Petua untuk mereka yang mencari pasangan hidup..pilih la mereka yang menghargai kedua orang tua.Kerana sesungguhnya,itu perkara paling asas bagi manusia untuk mengenal erti kasih sayang.

selamat malam malaysia.

hell

2011-01-18T06:33:00.001-08:00

kaki yang terseliuh diurut oleh orang buta yang mempunyai sixth sense.

what does woman actually want?

2011-01-18T06:27:00.000-08:00

Attention.

roti canai

2011-01-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

Sudah menjadi kebiasaan,apabila sanak saudara berkumpul di rumah datuk menjelang hari syawal,keadaan menjadi sesak.

pada malamnya,ada yg tidur di bahagian dapur,ruang tamu,lantai luar rumah dan sebagainya.

lain pula kisah arif bersama pasangannya yang baru 2 bulan berkahwin.Inai di jari masih kelihatan.

ikut kan hati,mahu saja menyewa hotel berdekatan tetapi demi memujuk hati mentua,rela bersejukan.

si isteri tetap setia.tersenyum rapi. asal kan si suami berada disisi.

dek kerana terlalu leka berborak,si isteri terlena bersama saudara-mara perempuan.

tiba-tiba,sahutan lembut arif memecah keheningan malam

"roti canai..roti canai"

si isteri terus terjaga.

sahutan tersebut adalah isyarat jelas untuk melakukan persetubuhan.

si isteri merangkak perlahan-lahan ke arah pangkuan suami.tersenyum dan terus bermesra.

Kesokkannya..

nizam,saudara kecil datang menyapa

"pakcik,lain kali nak makan roti canai hati-hati sikit.Semalam ada kuah terpercik kat tangan saya"

word

2010-12-19T06:44:00.001-08:00

"if you're interested,we're gonna charged the interest to you after 3 month."

Period

2010-12-15T20:24:00.000-08:00

terlalu banyak telur/ovum dibazirkan kerana tidak disenyawakan.

i wish i could help.

love is pain

2010-12-05T16:26:00.001-08:00

you start to get hurt when you start to care.

just for fun

2010-11-25T02:50:00.001-08:00

Go google map.
Click get directions.
Type taiwan in 1st column and china in 2nd column.
click on get directions.
look at no 24.

career woman

2010-11-23T09:41:00.000-08:00

siang kerja.

malam dikerjakan.

mission impossible

2010-11-23T09:38:00.000-08:00

i had to fulfill 6 wedding invitation on Christmas.

may god give me the strength.

or sea would be the escape route.=)

Robin Hood

2010-11-12T23:35:00.000-08:00

dear stranger

you won't earn easily my respect just because you're rich.

so feel free to fuck yourself in the kitchen.

selamat malam malaysia.

fakta

2010-10-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

Di Sepanyol,waktu bekerja untuk penjawat awam bermula dari 8 pagi hingga 3 petang.

Mereka juga diwajibkan mengambil cuti pelancongan tahunan selama 30 hari berturut-turut.

Bank pula dibuka dari jam 8.30 pagi hingga 2 petang.

viva espana~

Perfect

2010-10-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

Tidur sambil diiringi bunyi serta bau hujan.

terbaik!

release tension?

2010-10-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

young at heart

2010-10-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

Vung Tao City Base,Vietnam

"happy birthday dude"

"thanks mate!"

"how old are you?"

"make a guess"

"23?"

i'm starting to like this country.

good night darling

2010-09-14T22:57:00.001-07:00

Kebenaran

2010-09-12T22:19:00.000-07:00

There's always a little truth behind 'just kidding'

a little knowledge behind every 'i don't know'

a little emotion behind every 'i don't care'

a little pain every 'it's okay'

'i dont want to know & dont care any person you'll meet.It's okay as long its work related.if i jeles,i bunuh org tu.just kidding.'

life is like photography.

2010-08-30T06:36:00.001-07:00

we develop from negative.

letih

2010-08-22T07:44:00.000-07:00

makan telur separuh masak di kopitiam.Perlukan omega 3 untuk tambah tenaga

ambil sudu.panggil waiter.

"do you have pepper?"

2 minit kemudian,kertas A4 yang sampai.

aku tiada kudrat melayan lawak sebegini.

cincin

2010-08-22T00:49:00.001-07:00

dalam kehidupan,there are 3 rings.

1.engagement ring

2.marriage ring

3.suffering

best man win

2010-08-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

"Org lain buat macam-macam.awak tak buat apa-apa tapi awak jugak yang dapat"

sms dari gadis.perihal ramai lelaki cuba menawan hati beliau.

aku cuma mengetuk pintu hati.

ada sahutan atau tidak,itu cerita lain.

kali ini,aku pasti.

you just have to know the right time.

im wondering

2010-08-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

how did our parents work for about 30~40 years continuously.

kudos to them.

why im thinking of this?
maybe i refused to grow up?

it just one of those day,when life totally suck you dry.

their image is the only reason i keep surviving in this capitalism world.

owh..i wish i was a small boy

and sleep like a baby.

Bias

2010-07-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

'Boss..please hire new people'

kata aku kepada lelaki tua berumur lingkungan 50-an

'hmm..i think we should.any suggestion?'balas boss sambil hirup kopi.

'i dont know.ambil perempuan la boss.baru beseri department kita.asyik laki je'

'nahh..perempuan zaman sekarang kuat mengandung.'

life shouldn't be an endless struggle

2010-07-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

i need to sleep.

Oil Price

2010-07-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

Kenapa bila kerajaan umumkan kenaikan harga minyak,
berebut-rebut manusia mengisi minyak pada malam sebelum nya?

Same theory apply to;

Kenapa nak lari laju-laju bila hujan?
Basah juga.

live curious

2010-07-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

If you breathe you talk.
If you talk you ask.
If you ask you think.
If you think you search.
If you search you experience.
If you experience you learn.
If you learn you grow.
If you grow you wish.
If you wish you find.
And if you find you doubt.
If you doubt you question.
If you question you understand
and if you understand you know.
If you know you want to know more.
If you want to know more you are alive

Guys,there's no shortcut to success.

2010-07-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

Ketahui rahsia hidup sihat,mewah dan bergaya.

Sentiasa relax dan duit tetap masuk 3 ribu seminggu.

but still.people will fall into this kind of trap.

Pernah terfikir kenapa lutut kita hitam?

Tuhan mengajar.sebelum dapat berjalan dan berlari..

kita terpaksa mengesot,merangkak ketika bayi.

sekadar renungan...

world cup dessert

2010-07-01T18:47:00.001-07:00

destiny

2010-06-28T22:51:00.000-07:00

it's not the choices we take.

it's actually the choice we make.

that determine our destiny

rejection is normal

2010-06-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

there was some stage,my boss gave me a very tough & underwhelming piece of job.

the burden was extremely at my shoulder.

even i barely slept well in the whole week.

one day,my boss went along to console me.

he said;

'dont worry, I was useless at your age too.'

demi negara

2010-06-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

hujan

2010-06-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

Being able to survive doesn't mean that it was ever okay.

80 percent of it was suffering, but it's not a devastated moment after all.

I'm keep busying myself right now.

Running away again.

It's such a shame to see myself like this.

I used to be certain of things.

Haishh..

While waiting the heavy rain to stop,i saw a spouse with purple umbrella, fetched their beloved.

It's really opened up my eyes.

I know...there’s so many 'umbrellas' in the world.

And i decided to get wet.

because,

...nobody knew i cried in the rain.

everyone needs everyone

2010-06-22T19:22:00.000-07:00

respect.

that's the word for today.

pernah terfikir apa perasaan org yang bekerja sebagai tukang sapu?

posmen?

pencuci tandas?

maybe because of their terrible past,they have to do something in order to survive.

be grateful.

org yg paling kaya ialah org yg bersyukur dengan apa yg ada padanya.

again,be grateful.

a piece of advise

2010-04-19T20:31:00.000-07:00

dont mess with these 2 mother;

1. mother nature

2. mother in law

cheers.

dan mungkin mereka lupa...

2010-04-13T02:28:00.001-07:00

kata orang,

hidup di dunia,buat baik berpada-pada...nanti kena pijak kepala pula..

mungkin mereka lupa...

sedangkan niat yg baik diberi pahala.inikan pula berlaku baik pada sesama manusia.

hati yang busuk tempatnya hanyalah di jahanam.

maaf.emosi terganggu.

mungkin aku terlupa.aku hanya lah manusia biasa.

bukan superman.

Bahasa

2010-03-18T06:54:00.001-07:00

aku masih ingat lagi,bila tiba musim buah-buahan (bukan buah yg itu,harap maklum.sekian),atok akan ajak tidur di kampung.

malah,itu sajalah alasan yang kukuh atok memujuk kami pulang.mungkin ingin melihat cucunya.

seperti biasa,di kampung nyamuk terlampau meriah.

aku berkata pada atok, "atok,ubat nyamuk ada?"sambil menggaru-garu tangan.

saudara kecil ku datang menyapa,

"abang nabil,lepas bagi makan ubat tu,nyamuk sihat ke?"

aku salahkan dewan bahasa dan pustaka.

facebook

2010-01-12T22:48:00.000-08:00

aku de-activate account fb.

ramai tertanya-tanya.

ada banyak benda berlaku.mat salleh ckp "there's no empty space in my mind right now."

kadang-kadang..

kita kena lari.

tengok siapa kejar.

how rich is rich?

2010-01-05T17:57:00.001-08:00

every behind great fortune,there is a crime.

mirror/cermin

2009-10-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

buy expensive car-whining about the fuel consumption.
buy blackberry/iphone-whining about bills
tackle high maintenance chicks-whining about money.

shit,what's wrong with the community nowadays.

seriously,i need a bunch of new friends.

ukur baju badan sendiri.

biar papa asal bergaya?fuck!

raya

2009-09-18T02:55:00.000-07:00

aku tidur dari pukul 4 pagi,bangun pukul 5 petang.

aku sedia untuk berhari raya.

maaf zahir batin.

sayang isteri tinggal-tinggal kan.

2009-09-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

"dude,nanti bila kau dah kahwin,treat your wife like a dentist.."pesan senior aku yang sudah 10 tahun berumah tangga.

"kenapa pulak?"aku cuba mengcungkil rahsia perkahwinan.lelaki selalu akan belajar lebih cepat apabila mendengar petua sebegini.

"treat it like dentist,the less u see,the better!"disambut dengan hilai ketawa.

"damn.."aku diam seketika.im dating a real dentist,i mean she work as a dentist,in the future.

so how?

sensitive.

2009-08-15T23:02:00.000-07:00

sejak akhir-akhir ini,i've notice that aku mula menjadi sensitive.

hmm,im just saying,maybe it just a transaction period to another chapter?

owh i know, mungkin aku perlukan sensodyne.

lol

i've learned to fight fire with fire.

2009-06-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

aku terima sms;

"TAHNIAH!SimCard anda telah berjaya memenangi Cabutan Bertuah RM15,000 dari Power Root SDN BHD.Sila hubungi talian office di 012-860-5027"

kemudian aku reply;

"fuck you and the rest of your family"

DIA kembali balas;

"kau babi"

kelakar.

i hate to talk with stupid idiots dumbass.

remedy

2009-06-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

spend time with people over the age 70 and under the age 6.

fuck off

2009-06-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

my name is nabil and i'm very calm person.
calm like a bomb,waiting to explode.
The way i see myself, and the way you see me,
are two very different things.

hai,boleh berkenalan?

2009-06-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

1.Tinggi aku 182 cm atau bahasa mudah 6 kaki.Aku tidak malu bersiar-siar di USA dan UK sebab tinggi aku mengikut piawai mereka.cool bukan?

2.Aku akan terbeliak mata jika melihat gadis-gadis yang sama ketinggian dengan aku di Malaysia dan akan cuba mengenyit mata.Selalunya gagal.

3.Sewaktu kecil,aku beranggapan bahawa untuk tumbuh janggut atau misai kene hisap rokok.genius bukan?

4.Aku bukan seorang mat 'Gadget'.Cuma aku ada dslr camera.Handphone aku sangat klasik sehingga baling pada buaya pun akan mati.

5.Aku double respect kepada mereka yang cool,rilex dalam percakapan walhal mereka adalah 'somebody' dalam bidang mereka.

6.Hiburan yang maha hebat adalah melepak di kedai mamak sambil borak dalam segala hal bersama kawan-kawan.(if boleh,ada gadis sebagai penyeri pun orait jugak)

7.Lelaki yang tidak pernah tengok porno adalah bukan lelaki.

8.Bapa adalah seorang pensyarah dan ibu seorang suri rumah sepenuh masa.

9.Hari-hari aku pergi kerja menaiki lrt.Bapa akan hantar seawal 630 pagi ke stesen lrt di kelana jaya dan aku pulang kerja naik bas.Sweet bukan?

10.Berikut kerja part time yang pernah aku buat:

-promoter di studio R
-rider motor dominos pizza
-TGV cinema
-Mcdonald
-Pengangkat dan penyusun kotak di gudang perfume.
-Driver untuk Bos Company Nissan
-Pembungkus jeans levis

11.Aku obses pada jam tangan.Benda pertama aku lihat pada seorang lelaki.

12.Waktu kecil,aku teruja pergi ke mcdonald.Ibu akan menepung muka aku dengan bedak,kancing baju sampai tekak dan sikat rambut belah tepi.

13.aku memiliki lesen motor tetapi ibubapa tidak mengizinkan membeli motor.

14.waktu kecil,aku akan berpura-pura sakit perut ponteng kelas mengaji demi menonton aksi Suria Baja Hitam dan Gaban.

15.aku memiliki team futsal (greenict nama dia) yang hebat!aku bangga dengan ahli pasukan.Licik di padang futsal dan juga di ranjang.

16.Malboro Light sentiasa di kocek seluar.

17.Aku akan berhenti merokok bila mulut aku menemui 'replacement' yang segar lagi lemak berkrim.

18.Penyokong berani mati Manchester United.

19.Masakan ibu menjadi pilihan walaupun nasi putih bersama telur goreng kicap.

20.Seorang yang manja.percaya atau tidak.

21.Benci kucing.muktamad.

22.Ingin travel satu europe dan pergi ke stadium san siro(milan),nou camp(barcelona) dan sudah pasti old trafford.

23.Aku tiada musuh.Musuh dalam selimut aku tidak pasti.

24.warna pilihan adalah dark blue.

25.seorang budak nakal.perempuan yang baik akan tertawan pada aku and eventually aku percaya aku akan jadi baik.perempuan baik utntuk lelaki baik bukan?

sweet

2009-06-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

"awak nak coklat?"
"tak nak lah"
"eh..pelik.selalu perempuan suka coklat."
"tak perlu coklat,saya dah sweet."

Happy time.

2009-06-01T21:47:00.000-07:00

if you close one door,another door will open.

2009-06-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

Sang cinta betul-betul berada di hadapan mata.

dari lirikan matanya dan gerak badan,seolah-olah cuba memberitahu aku :

"how can you stay outside..there is beautiful mess inside"

aku tidak keruan.segala-galanya menjadi kabur.

if you only knew..if you only knew what i've been through..

Mungkin satu hari nanti;hati ini bersedia menerima insan yang bernama perempuan.

Mungkin.

warning

2009-05-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

nowadays,talk is cheap.

until you hire a lawyer.

LESBIAN

2009-05-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

i hate to see a woman do a man's job.

checkmate.

2009-05-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

"tak mau kawan dengan awak lagi.."

aku terima sms dari dia.
seperti biasa, gadis innocent cuba menunjukkan perangai mengada-ngada.
konon nya perangai yang lebih manja dan exclusive,ingin di pujuk.

"owh..ok"aku text kembali secara ringkas.
aku matikan segala emosi yang akan tercetus.biarkan ia pergi...seperti taufan katrina yang memakan rakyat jelata amerika.

"saya tak mau kawan dengan awak.saya nak jadi lebih dari itu"balas gadis innocent.

dan hati aku mula berkecamuk.

mereka kata aku cute/kiut.

2009-05-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

Gold is gold, no matter how muddied it becomes.
The truth always wins out in the end.

manusia tidak pernah puas

2009-05-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

aku lebih teruja mendengar kisah keperitan kawan,seorang penjual burger yang berpendapatan rm1000 sebulan dan mempunyai 2 anak lelaki yang masih kecil

daripada;

kisah sekolompok bajingan yang tidak sudah-sudah dengan perihal kemewahan kebendaan demi meraih penghormatan dan inginkan 'aknowledgement' dengan apa yang mereka megah kan.

enough said.

*bajingan=babi+anjing*

swine flu.

2009-04-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

wear mask.
and dont kiss mexican girl.

twin tower medical center,klcc.

2009-04-28T23:24:00.001-07:00

"Mr Nabil...Mr nabil" jerit jururawat linkungan 20-an memecah kesunyian.aku bergegas angkat tangan.cuba meredakan suara bingit jururawat.

"follow me sir"jawab jururawat secara ringkas.

"you have issue with needle?"tanya jururawat tersebut.

"owh..im okay with it"balas aku dengan nada selamba.

aku duduk atas kerusi.letak tangan kanan atas meja.bersedia untuk proses ambil darah.

"be calm.it's gonna be a little pain."kata jururawat sambil tersenyum.

proses bermula.aku perhatikan tangan.selepas 3 saat,aku dapati apa yang disedut picagari adalah cecair putih kejernihan.pelik tapi benar.muka jururawat serta merta berubah.

"ermm..your blood didn't come out.let me try your left hand."jawab jururawat sambil muka berkerut.

shit.kau dah salah cucuk,nak cover kesalahan pula.atau mungkin badan aku ada masalah.aku keliru.

aku hulur tangan kiri.syukur.proses berjalan lancar.

selepas selesai,aku segera telefon kamarul a.k.a future cardiologist+cardiothoracic surgeon.

aku tanya dia.tak perlu risau katanya.mungkin salah jururawat.

"aku ingat dah kena leukimia" kata aku kepada kamarul.

"kepala hotak kau berjambul" balas kamarul dengan lantang.

tak pasal-pasal aku kena maki.

ma cibai.

and a smile holds more meaning than words.

2009-04-26T00:13:00.000-07:00

while I can run, I'll run.
while I can walk, I'll walk.
even when I can only crawl, I'll crawl.

when i'm down to nothing,i always believe God is up to something.

someone once asked me "why do you always insist on taking the hard road?"
i replied "why do you assume I see two roads?"

by the grace of God, I'll always be moving forward.

5-2

2009-04-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

and i'm the happiest creature on the planet.

jangan tunggu lama-lama.Nanti lama-lama,dia diambil orang.

2009-04-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

i know mum..
you don't have to remind me.

fact and figure

2009-04-21T03:10:00.000-07:00

"Dad,how much your marriage cost when you were young?"

"hmmm...i dont know.I'm still paying it until now."

Everton 5-3 Man Utd on Penalty

2009-04-19T20:30:00.000-07:00

"apa yang tidak membunuh,menjadikan aku lebih kuat lagi"-konsep immune-

riot

2009-04-17T20:55:00.000-07:00

aku : seorang penyokong 'berani mati' manchester united.

jika kamu buka almari baju aku,tersergam indah, hampir semua(setiap tahun) baju man utd warna merah.
merah seperti bibir amoi jiran aku.

adik lelaki 1: penyokong setia arsengal.(arsenal)
aku tak paham kenapa suka sangat team yang banyak nigger ni.

adik lelaki 2: penyokong kuat liverfool(liverpool)
team yang minum carlsberg setiap kali half time.

umi dan sisters: pengkritik tambahan rancangan akademi fantasia.
*no comment*

Dan bayangkan konflik yang tercetus,apabila semua berkumpul di ruang tamu untuk menonton dan memperjuangkan agenda masing-masing.

it's good to be home.

Pasaraya.

2009-04-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

kenapa doraemon tak nak datang malaysia?

sebab malaysia ada giant.

Be patient.

2009-04-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

lately,i have been dragging some sort of liquid/mucus in my nose.

it's really uncomfortable,inconvenience and fucking unpleasant situation as my voice become like William Hung.

Wise man once said;"if you having a flu,it's because someone is missing you badly."

is that so true?

to the INDIVIDUAL girl/guy (of course i'd prefer girl),we can sort it out.

how about we meet,have a cup of coffee with french toast and a nice chit chat?

stop abusing me like this.

spank me if i'm naughty.

i promise to be a good boy.okay?

Bosan.

2009-04-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

"nama kau siapa?"

tanya seorang lelaki linkungan 30 an sambil hulur tangan.

"Nabil."balas aku dengan laju.

"owh..Nabil raja lawak?"

dia cuba membuat humor pada pukul 730 pagi.waktu dimana mata sepet aku belum terbuka luas lagi melihat dunia pekerjaan.

dalam hati aku: "pernah makan kasut saiz 10?"

nakal

2009-04-10T21:31:00.000-07:00

di kedai aiskrim bersama seorang gadis innocent,

"eh, what's your flavour?"

"you."

*kena cubit*

masuk asap keluar angin

2009-04-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

hisap rokok sambil kentut.

it's complicated

2009-04-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

"even you cant see the small things,how could you manage to see the big pictures?"

"awak ni tak pernah serious..."

"u boleh buat,kenapa kalau i tak boleh pula"

"u cuba la paham i"

"lepak dengan kawan boleh,dengan saya tak de masa langsung!"

and the list goes on.

it make me smile,looking back when the part of genuine women start to express their deteriorate concern .

yeah..woman is complicated.

dan tugas lelaki adalah untuk simplify it or in other words to make it easy to digest.

A brief advise from the preacher,sabar itu penting.

hadapi dengan senyuman.

ok,macam ni la,

bayangkan situasi di mana seorang wanita yang memakai pakaian yang penuh butang,penuh tali ribbon pada badan mereka.

dan aku pasti,we only need 2 seconds to rip their clothes off. or maybe faster,ikut tahap kemampuan dan kecekapan masing-masing.

sekali lagi,woman is complicated,

and we are the simplifier.

love poem.

2009-04-07T01:37:00.000-07:00

it's so nice

to wake up in the morning

all alone

and not have to

tell somebody

you love them

when you dont love them

anymore.

KUCING.

2009-04-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

bila aku cakap;

aku tak suka kucing,semua manusia tarik muka.

lebih-lebih lagi kawan perempuan aku.

mereka kata aku tidak punya sifat penyayang,bengis.

aku tak berapa faham sebenarnya.

kejadian ini terjadi sewaktu berumur 14 tahun.

aku bangun pukul 11 pagi.rumah sunyi sepi.ada nota di peti sejuk:

"umi pergi carrefour.beli groceries."

dalam keadaan separuh sedar,aku buka tudung saji.tiada makanan.hampa.

dalam keadaan lapar,tiba-tiba terpandang satu kotak bijirin.

amik mangkuk,tuang semua bijirin.susu tiada.celaka.aku amik susu cair F&N.aku tabur atas bijirin sambil tuang air panas.jadi susu segera.

lahap aku makan.tapi rasa macam lain sikit.mungkin sebab aku tak gosok gigi.

sambil makan,aku belek-belek kotak bijirin.

kalau cornflakes gambar ayam.
kalau coco crunch gambar beruang kola.
kalau gambar kucing bijirin apa?

ma cibai.

aku makan whiskas,makanan kucing.

kalau kau sayang kucing,sanggup telan makanan kucing?

aku rasa aku punya sifat penyayang.

Penyelamat.

2009-04-06T23:10:00.000-07:00

tanpa kamu,ekonomi malaysia merundum lebih teruk.
tanpa kamu,hospital tidak memperolehi untung.
tanpa kamu,lebih 200,000 pekerja kilang akan menganggur.
tanpa kamu,suasana meriah di cafe,kampung dan kedai mamak akan mati.
tanpa kamu,segala-galanye menjadi serba tidak kena.

terima kasih perokok.
kau bagaikan lilin yang membakar diri.